Happy Bday King of Pop

Happy belated 51st Birthday, Michael.
You'll truly be missed and your legacy will continue in our hearts and in our life forever.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
SAM

Boring

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Havent been out much. Just been busy with Uni assignments and endless group meeting
Daddy's flying off back to KL tmw. :( and mummy's flying on saturday. I wanna cryyyyy.! No more ppl to nag me or do my laundry or cook for me....Sobs! Welcome back to fast food and no love food. Sobs...2 more months till I can go home to KL. 1 month has passed sooo slow I kenot take it. I hope it passed sooner and I hope this semester will be smooth salling till the end. And when november comes. Its almost near to my fren's wedding...weeee and then we are gonna have a major reunion with booze fun and laughter..haha...Cant wait...

On the other hand...wig night is coming soon and we still have not find any cheap nice wig to wear for the event...Gosh and also the next day mummy's flying off...Im stuck now dunno shud I go onot. Maybe if I go it will be just awhile I guess. Haih.

Anyways sorry for not updating much lately. Been too busy and nothing to shout about my boring assignment life at the moment.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Wednesday blues

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Melody and her ribbon!

Yesterday we had some major false alarm. It was so huge that some places were close down and people were advice to leave the city by 2-3pm because apparently there is a big news on the strong wind coming to the city and trams and all will stop and everyone is suppose to sit at home. Everyone bt ARCHITECTURE STUDENTS. When we asked the faculty, they ask us to ignore the news and studies proceed as normal. Wat the fuck right....We archi students are monster it seems or maybe they already claim that we're dead with or without the wind. haha...Haih...seriously, archi is more important than our life. So sad. But anyways it was kinda a false alarm. No strong wind also but it was freaking cold yesterday. About 5 degrees and I was only with my leather jacket on.

Ive gain 1kg this week and shit the non eating rice and white bread doesnt seems to work well. Maybe coz i turn to fries...hahaha....Nothing much happen lately, love life's a bitch and this particular someone can make me turn 360 degrees with a snap of his finger. One moment he makes me feel on top of the world and with a snap of a finger, im down to zero ground once again. This rollercoaster ride is making me insane bt im trying very hard to be patient and let the ride lead me to something suprising. I hope its sooner......Teresa say she's getting annoyed and want me to be my happy self once again. But Ive lost my happiness about 7 years ago. I dunno how to laugh and be myself and I do not know what is happiness anymore. Maybe someday someone will bring me back my happiness and show me how it feels like to be loved and cared by a real love. At the moment, all i can do is just wait. What more can I give?

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

The part about Melody baby

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Ive finally gotten my hands of Michael Jackson : Unmasked dvd! Heeee heee~~~
And new polo t's. Haha...daddy say I dont wear them and I have a woredrobe full of polo's but than I itchy hands wanna get them coz its too nice and its limited edition haha

And there is something I wanna share with you....

Every morning, Melody would wake me up by scratching my side bed and making puppy sounds. But some of the mornings, I would lie awake and then realise that she didnt do the usual thing yet which is waking me up. And when I sit on my bed, there she was my princess sitting on the raised platform for the full lenght window overlooking at the outside scenery.

I have no idea why she loves to do that. Maybe she;s missing her bf she saw at the park that day. haha but nonetheless she's damn cute. And when she notice Im up, she would come to me and greet me.

Having her in my life its happiness because she makes me smile each morning when I see her.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Sorrow

My days are always waiting & waiting & waiting.
Its always waiting and timing
WHEN WILL THIS END?

The part where Chi cha gang emerge back

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Seafood galore at Waterfront @ Ports Melbourne. Weeee, not my type of food haha, my parents enjoyed it.

Anyways yesterday the gang reunite and went for some chill time at crown after watching Michael Jackson movie at chapel street. It was sooo good...hehe. Went to crown had a number of cocktail, hard whiskey and beers and then everyone went into the casino. When we sampai there, the whole gang split into mid air. Each look like so "tou guai"/ hantu casino haha. One bayang also tak ada okay...all went on their seperate ways to gamble. Chin chia calls it the Ocean 11 gang haha....How keat, chin chia and peng soon went to play roulette. Myself and derrick was at casino war and aileen was playing her slot machine. After awhile you can hear laughter and from afar you can see both aileen and how keat going nuts at the roulette table. Siao liao keep laughing while winning...haha....Myself and derrick was all about fast money and finish haha. Chin chia was myterious haha....dunno where he cabut go.....Anyways here are the pictures...I didnt put all the pictures. Just show some on it and the rest please see via FACEBOOK.

Us in Derrick's lovely baby. He's been all over about his cars and shit lately. I wish he comes back to reality and back to his normal self soon!.....haha..Im sure his gf will be agreeing to me on this.

A snap of us before the movie starts...It was damn nice and damn classy. Instead of having those handle for the drinks...It was like a side table on it. Damn posh!...Shud go jam factory cinema more often now.

Some cocktail shit bt it was damn nice. It was sweet and you dont taste the strong liquor and then later on it kicks in...nice. Owh and there was some surfer dudes wanna come kacau myself and aileen when we were seating and waiting for the boys. They just come secara selamba, handsome tak pe than ask us nonsense. And I like the way aileen answer them....

Guys : Hi, what you guys are drinking
Aileen & myself : No answer
G: Why are you girls sitting
A: Coz we're waiting for our frens
G: Owh will we be in trouble if we are sitting here
A: Yes
G: Owh than should we leave?
A: Yes

Off the stupid fella and his frens left. YUCK...It was shit la....wanna hit on ppl also dunno how to do it and then face look like some hamsap arse...Yuck...handsome and asian nvm...Ang mo who cares man! haha

Us overlooking south yarra river...Nice view!



Myself. Damn sober. Didnt get high also...

Bt it was fun, we havent been out and dress up for a long time since we all came back from KL. So it was nice that we got to dress up and went drinking and some gambling. Too much clubbing also boring, yesterday outing was like some posh shitty things that grown up's do on a friday night haha....Bro I sound old ma fren.....

Today after dinner with my family, myself and bro head down to Ten ren in the city to meet up with the rest of the group for yumcha....And chi cha gang is slowly emerging back. In case you dont know, Chi cha gang was establish in 2004 back in Taylors College. It consist of 3 boys and 3 girls. For now its just us 4.

I miss those days. I hope there's more gathering like this to come. Everyone is so busy especially stupid WK!. Kenot..he must come out with us more!!.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Casino, booze, supper

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Something for you all before I go to bed. Its almost 5am here and i just got home from drinking and fun at the casino and nasi lemak for supper haha. Everyone of us won money tonite so its a good thing. And....will gossip to you about some stupid ang mo guys came and wanna chat wit me and aileen. Okay will post about this tmw. xoxo

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Unbreak my heart

Nothing to talk or post about.
Im lost with words, emotions and feelings at every level.
I wish you could have known wat to do when this day arrive
Its too soon I know, but somehow someday it will happen
Its hard I know, but all I can say is, give it time and soon you'll know what to do
I have no words to say or do. I only can express my concern towards you and push my feelings aside.
There is no point to shed a tear or to be sad because you will never care at this point.
You rather push me aside and let me wonder and heal by myself
So rather than fixing my heart, I'll help you to heal yours first and make sure everything is okay.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Gucci ciku....

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Teresa send me this email today and it made my day. I am gonna go to this store...GUCCI CAFE. I think is somewhere in Japan, Im not sure bt whatever it is I want to goooo!!!!! Today's been a hectic day. Firstly it was about architecture politic for about 3 whole damn hour...after the first half i was already drowning into dreamy land bt my hand continue to write on its own. Amazing right haha. Than came home and ate and then started practising my song. And then....webcam with someone...sudah almost 2 week jor din webcam at night jor....huhu...SOO HAPPY!!

Tmw another hectic day in uni aswell....round 5 huhu.....

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

So much diagram in one day......

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Today during design class, I came up with this bloody diagram and a brief idea of how to do our presentation for this coming thursday with the help of my group mates too. I cant believe I can think of such idea how to present it. Usually I would just be blank and let the others lead. Haha. Its only week 4 and already we have so much to do. Rachael thought of a very good idea for our progressive urban design proposal with different cubes of colours to determine the scales and height. Well done haha. Im abit excited on the coming presentation and i do hope our group will do the best.

On the contrary, I found out this very cool video from one of my fren in facebook. Its soo cool. Its a Michael Jackson Medley. Watch it and you knwo what I mean brather....

Nice right???? Im still obsessed with MJ btw...and cant wait for our groupie movies of MJ maddess this coming friday weeeee...

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Gengdom Agenda

www.gengdom.blogspot.com

In case your wondering what the fuck load is this. Let me explain. This are my fwens here in melbourne and recently they have establish this website to sell second hand stuffs. Basically they and including myself and some other people have alot of never used clothes and stuff before that can be sold 2nd hand. And they are the ones are doing this business. All stuff are authentic and original and most of them have never been worn before. Still new if you like. So people go ahead and check out their website and see if there is any thing that might come of interest. Also one good thing is " Malaysian get 10% discount on the already discounted price" All you need is to show a valid IC or Malaysian pasport and the 10% is yours. Feel free to ask any question and send them an email anytime, they'll be more than happy to assist you. Please support them, and spread around this lovely thingy.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

The part about her graduation......

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After a nice relaxing day at home. After dinner and helping mum to clear up the plates and all, Myself and mum went to Jam factory at chapel street to get MJ Moonwalker movie tickets for this coming friday. Went there and when I told them they looked at me puzzled and ask if I saw the wrong cinema. And I was like no..its says at JAM FACTORY VILLAGE CINEMA. And she looked at it and say...owh pardon me...sorry Im ashamed working here and I dont even know they are doing some MJ documentary. And I smiled and say " yeah you should be ashamed". Hahaa..okay Im evil I know. Than after that we went to borders to look for some book and I found VANITY FAIR TRIBUTE TO MICHAEL JACKSON...Its also stated there ' AIR FREIGHT"....how cool is that but im wondering how come they din ship in the rolling stone tribute ones. Got this book too on the far right corner. Its bloody thick man and Im gonna bloody read it kakakaa...... You know, no matter how Malaysia is more up to date than we ever expected. His book " Unmasked" is not even out yet in Melbourne and its already out in KL kinokuniya. Im so blessed to be living in Malaysia. Thank you uncle morgan for getting that book for me. Ur the best hehe. Now Im gonna get my hands on those dvd of MJ on EBAY!!...HAHA

Another moment I want to share with all of you today. Today is my dearest bestfren Graduation and Im sooo happy for her and sad becoz I wasnt able to attend her Graduation. Anyways today marks a wonderful journey for her and Im very very proud of her in so many lvl. I wish her the best in everything she do. Babe...Ive told you a million times, I love you more and Im very proud of you and will always be here for you. Congratulation Teresa for your marvelous achievment and continue to embark on this wonderful journey ahead.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Dont forget

Every Monday morning till the last saturday night, I would wake up and patiently wait for that someone to text me. Sometimes I feel the most stupidest human on earth. Why should I bothered? Why is that person texting me so important in my life?Why does it affects me when he doesnt text me or doesnt talk to me in a day and than i would be upset? Why is it I rather be home online and wait for him than to go out and SHOP? Sometimes I just want to slap myself in the face. Would he do the same for me too? Would he?

My every morning starts with me lying on the bed and patiently awaits for his text. When he text, I would feel soo happy to the extend that I will smile the whole day. When it comes to the evening, thats when Im sad all over again. Sometimes its misery for me but I rather do this and see the ending once and for all than to not know whats gonna happen. I have never been this bloody patient in my life to wait for someone I love so dearly come back to me. I hope he does come back to me...........

Our life is like a song, you cant forget.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

The part about Philip Island....

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Arriving after 1 and a half hour drive to port philip island. We came reach at the peak where we get to have a look at the magnificant Nobbies and The blowhole. It was full of seagull there and yes this picture says it all. I think its mating season this time around haha

Me and my big sunnies!

Supposely there would be sea lions around the hills but that time when we went there were none. Bt we got to hear the blowhole. The sound is so serenade and at time kinda creepy. I cant help bt to look at the beautiful scenery around there and enjoy's god's creation.


Beautiful right? It was windy that day and the sun was bright and shiny. Just like MJ hehe. Sorry I have to input him innit because when I was enjoying the scenery, I was hearing to his song. It was complete heaven.

Brotherly love

Bro was trying to catch the bloody bird bt the bird was smarter than we thought haha. It ran away when we almost caught the white bloob

Myself again..kakaka....


Secretly got a glimpse of the sea where we were overlooking at it. Thats where the little penguins come ashore. It was cute. They came in 1 or 2 just to check out the place and if everything is alright, they would swim in and called the whole gang up. It was so cute watching this small little things coming up in group. They look like mini man in a tuxedo suit hehe. We arent allowed to take pictures of them. So I was abit dissapointed.

Mummy & me.
Did you know the bloody seagull lost its control while flying and it hit my head. Bloody bird...Navigation out of control man haha. Overall the trip was alrite, not really a fan of it unless like I told my brother, if only it was MJ concert or something than us sitting so close was damn good haha. After that we went to watch district 9. Stupid show. Talking about aliens and how a man became alien in the end. Stupid show ever!

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

XOXO

I promise tonite I will blog about yesterday's trip to Penguin Island. Lols. For now Im in a rush to get to uni and its fucking raining like cats and dogs here....thank god derrick is coming to fetch me or else...I dunno how to crack my head to get to the tram stop.....

While I was doing my make up today, someone suprisingly came online. Hehe and with that...it brighten my day today...At least for now. I cant think now coz Im still in da sleeping mode la wei...

KK gtg....

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

The part about Moonwalker

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I want to die, scream, shout, faint becoz...Jam factory is having a 1 week documentary showcase on Michael Jackson to pay tribute and I am gonna go get the tickets!. Its says here that its 35mm brand new cut. Means what? Extra 35mm footage from the original dvd?? Whatever it is. Next week friday Im organizing to go watch this documentary. Yes Ive said it a million times, anything MJ, I'll be there. Told derrick boi & chin chia about it and yes we are going to go watch and pay tribute to him hehe.

Yes...Im almost recover now and eating ice cream haha. Mummy say its okay to soothe my feverish body. So yes...I got to eat my fav fredo gelato ice cream....Green tea and green pandan coconut flava haha. Nothing much to gossip today except about MJ which I think ppl will start getting bored of so I wont mention here, went to uni for discussion. I cannot believe Im doing Urban Planning now. Its so freaky you know. Damn 1.7 km long of the site. Shietz. Haih. Sunday will be at Uni too..yes kaninah...UNI....do work...damn freaking rajin right haha. Tmw daddy is bringing us to penguin island at port philip. Haha yes la...2 years Ive been in melbourne but havent got the chance to see those. Not to say no chance but I rather go see CHANEL or LV and more cool shopping stuff than a bunch of baby penguins emerge from dunno where. Haha. Or watch puppies also jadi. So yeah...we're goin there and see the penguins and maybe next saturday will be at mornington and dannenongs for scones. Yum!. Gotta make full use of daddy's holiday here. Haih. And then its about 3 more months till we're home in KL.Kakaka. Owh and today I came home saw melody mouth bleeding. Damn scary you know, i pick her up and open her mouth and discover her right mouth inside the jaw area was bleeding. I dunno what she ate or what she chew that causes it to bleed. Than I bath her and wash her mouth with cold running water and then the bleeding stops. Thank god.

Okay la time for bed now. Just ate my medicine and Im feeling drowsy.
I miss you and I love you.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Sick and Sober

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The medication that I took so much to sustain myself for today presentation...Huhu...I feel like a druggie. Huhu....Presentation was good today. My group member's is all kiasu which is good haha and tmw we have a group discusiion on our second proposal. So far we have been compromising good and I hope it will go smoothly till the end of semester.

I know Im sick and still can pose hor hahahaa.....Fever subside jor but abit sesak nafas huhu.....Tmw got presentation somemore. Was webcamming with my babe just now hehe.....she's my pillar of strenght. And I just woke up to eat medi and decide to blog awhile. haha.

Okay time to go back to sleep now.
YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

Me <3 G.I JOE

In case you didnt know. This handsomelicious guy was from the flick of Step Up!. He's to die for okay. Channing Tatum is sooooooo to die for. In G.I Joe I practically drool over him and at the cinema, daddy was sitting next to me and the whole time I annoy him by telling him Channing was HOT HOT HOT...and he got annoy and say Sienne Miller is wayyy hotter hahahaaha. But guys if you havent watch G.I Joe. Its a must watch. Damn nice movie. Full of action and abit of drama.

Today's my presentation day and yes Im having fever. I never felt so sick in my life. It came with a sore throat too out of no where and all of the sudden. Been pumping panadol since last night and with the weather like this you cant sweat boi. Cold as freak and its making my body even worst. Last night I burn a copy of all my FAV MJ song's and like I said in FB. Ive been griefing all over MJ since his death and till this very day I cant accept the fact that he's gone. Ive never thought at such a young age, I live to see his death and the commotion after that. Im deeply sadden at every level possible. Everyday I will go on to perez hilton or tmz just to see if there is any news update about him and would go to news stand and slowly each aisle browse to see if there is any new magazine about him. But Im continue to grief yet another 3 months by hearing his songs to show my respect for him.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

The part where I smile whenever I see MJ

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Browsing through and I saw this on the news stand after class today. Weee...now I want to get my hands on the US edition.

Im so happy coz yesterday my driver bought for me MJ book. Hehe....its sold out here in melbourne, Luckily lovely KL got!. Now I want to buy the dvd also and then finally i will put MJ to rest for the moment.

Just something I want to share with you. My uni notes. Its only been 3 weeks since class started and already I have so much words in my notebook. Siao right, Sometimes I will look at my notes and then started to be proud of myself thinking that Ive wrote all this nonsense. Konon damn studious la...hehehe....But seriously this semester I gonna put my all and not constantly thinking about when is novemeber arriving so I can go home!!!!

Btw, my house just install foxtel and Im happy as a bee. I can now constantly watch E! and MTV 24/7 and best part is can stop, fast forward and rewind...nyahahaha. Its heaven I tell you. hehe. Today is one of the days whr I stuff myself full and regreting it. I ate crispy pork rice on dried noodles and then went to max brenner for some lovin' belgium waffles with ice cream and strawberry...yummm....Now its time to throw it all out...I feel like puking. I think Im falling sick. Body starting to ache. No good!

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-

♥ Patrick

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My fav stuffy. Been 10 years jor hehe.
He always fly with me back and forth from kl to melbourne...Hehe...10 years already still red and clean hehe♥

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-
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Geez

YOUR AN ATTENTION SEEKER!
JUST BLOODY ADMIT IT

Harbour town and the cold melbourne wind

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Current state : Rosak becoz they detected a failure on one of the joints and connection and therefore ROSAK. Wasted...Dunno when will it operate back.

Went to Harbour town with my family and boy it was cold. My first impression when I came there was....It looks like one of the outdoor malls Ive been in Las Vegas. Nice memories!

Im so mad when I came down there car becoz I left my camera in the car and daddy told me to go take it but I was lazy. So end up,....stupid pictures like this. Dark and cant see my face and for a second I look like a ghost here.

Another fail attempt....haih.

We went to this cafe called the Coffee Club and had some light snacks there.


Nacho's,.....hehe

Went into forever new and nothing nice also plus its small. The one in bourke is nicer!. Bought one of this top that I had in creamish gold and saw the same one in black. I just need to get it haha.

Owh owh and I wanna show you Melody's picture on how much she has grown....Taken b4 her bath
Big ady right? She look damn mature for her age. Saturday myself and bro will go have coffee and meet up with Melody's baby sitter for the coming November. Hope she's nice coz she sounds nice on the phone.

Thats all for today's event. Tmw is another stressful day at uni with my groupmates to finish up our site investigation and Im gonna sapu some books too at the Library.Nyahahaha

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-SAM-