Port Dickson just came and gone......

Port Dickson was something that you thought it was bad but it wasnt that bad......

There is alot of ppl said that once you go to Pulau Redang, you will never want to go places like port dickson, penang or any other beaches in Malaysia again because Redang is such a clean and nice beach unlike the rest Ive mention. Anyways just got back in the afternoon and ate my fav chicken rice @ nam heong chicken rice than came back home. By that time everyone was half dead and totally sun burn except my dad.....all of us damn envy dad coz he didnt get any sunburn and now he's happily laughing at us.

Anyways will update my trip when bro gf pass me all of the pictures we took.....Initially I miss the idea of getting tan and getting sunburn but now....i totally HATE it but still i H.E.A.R.T the tan...though it cud have been more tanner....For now I want to find something to soothe my damn freaking sunburn.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-Sam-

That Extra Half an Inch

I was browsing at my friend kellina's bookcase @ her apartment a week b4 I left from melbourne and I saw the most amazing book ever sitting nicely at the side of her many architectural books ( yawns ). So I picked it up and realize it was a book written by Victoria Beckham. It has a nice hard cover metalic front page and Victoria was wearing something pink pose for the front page. I then flip open and discover loads of fashion tips she wrote and about how and what to wear and which heels to choose, what to wear on what season and just so on and so forth. It became even more amazing when I saw all her nice poses in the pages as you go along. Kelly said that it was a good book and had a few good tips. So with much "kan-cheongness" I decided to hunt for that book b4 I left to KL. Hunted it but it didnt came out with hard cover but it had the soft cover version which i didnt like and it looks ugh....So back in KL I finally found it at Kinokuniya........Indulge...

Im still in the midst of reading through it...but so far I have no complains and its something worth getting if your someone who enjoys fashion and labels. This is something that i did not regret buying.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-Sam-

The nightlife of Kuala Lumpur.

This week has been the most fruitful week since i came back last friday. I meet my dear friends and we chill out at my fav place of all ' Station One". No where else can compare this place atmosphere, nice food, nice drinks and friendly staff. Though my friends got bored of this place...time and time I can never get bored of it....Teresa didnt manage to join us that night as she was busy berbuka puasa wif her dad and family.....So my destination to yumcha that night was the place to be.........

Myself & Ah ying....<3>

She again....big girl now working in OCBC

Of course I have to put this picture up here

Mr & Mrs. Frog

Me & Ah ying fav flourless choco cake

Nyeh nyeh nyeh....Today's event was berbuka puasa with the staff and family @ crown hotel. We had loads of nice malaysian food and trust me its waaaay better than in melbourne but i didnt had the time to take pictures of the food i had coz it was just tooo delicious and i cudnt wait...haha... So here are some random pictures we took and yes...finally a reunion with the collegues i had worked with for the last 6 months b4 i head back to ol' melbourne....

Yes...the crowd of spark interior sdn. bhd.

Azzie & Morgan...plus Azman doreamon kecoh @ d back while that 2 trying hard to pose

Yes...me savoring the assam laksa...how much i miss

Felix da cat...meow....

Darling camwhoring....keke

Look at the size of the nescafe cup...cute sia

From left : Heidi, Azzie, Myself, Serene


The girls...I heart them to pieces. Their my everyday gossip partner, my jie jie & my jimuiz

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-Sam-

Until The End of Time

'Everything I do, I do it for you...." By Bryan Adams

I no longer can talk to you,
I no longer can discuss with you.

Everything I do seems to be wrong and you think I'm telling you to do.
Everything that I do, You seems to be taken aback on words I say.

How can we make things right?
How can I prove to you that's not what I'm asking for?

"Everything I do, I do it for you" Familiar of the lyrics? Whatever I done or did, my biggest aim is doing it for you. For me achieving the things for love ones are far more precious and worth while than doing it for one self, but to you it is a threat.

I never want to threaten you nor I want to hurt you. All I want is to give you the upmost support and making you more eager to achieve it by saying so but again I was wrong.......

You think I'm threatening you,
You think I'm pushing you and making you do the things just for me,
You think I'm being selfish.
You think I'm telling you instead of talking to you.

But hey, whats the meaning of Us/We/Ours?

I find many ways to support you, many ways to convince you, many ways to push you, many ways to guide you of the things I know so that someday you will succeed in life and get the things you want and do the things you want in life. But whatever I do or say, you take it as a threat. In the end of the day, whatever you achieve I get nothing out of. Not fame, not money, not credits but just get to be a proud girlfriend and hold your hand while your taking all this luxuries in. I never ask anything more of you, but all I ever wanted is the best for you.

Someday I may not be the chosen one for you to continue your journey in life but for now with god's blessing being with you, I will do whatever I can to help you succeed in life so that you'll be the man and get whatever you want and you deserves to have.

I wish that you don't think of me that way. I do not want to be a threat to you. I have so much to tell you, about my worries,about my health, about my women issues and problems but mostly in simple words I miss you

There is only so much you and I can take.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-Sam-

Things I dun get when Im in Melbourne

Last saturday myself,darling,dad n mum,bro & gf went for dinner at hakka after evening mass at church. We had my fav crab fried chilli mihun and fried taufu and some other chinese dishes. I had my fav coconut drink but wasnt that satisfied coz there wasnt enuff coconut flesh to nibble to.Then we meet up my family angkat @ pavillion for a movie.

Money Not Enough 2

Money not enough 2 was something worth watching and yet another classical production of singaporean movies talking about their kiasuness and their culture. It has a moral in it aswell that in d end of the movie plot there is a metaphoric episod that shows: a mother can take care and sacrifies themself for 5kids but 5kids cant take care of 1 mother. It was saddening as to how it feels to send their mother to the old folks home and had to lie to her that it wasnt an old folks home. It kinda teaches us to cherish our mother and father even if their old and sinal. But other than that the movie is worth watching and its even funnier if you understand hokkien.

After the movie darling had to go home and myself n family with family angkat went to carlos for a drink and shisha.....Indulge if u must....

Myself n keyna @ toilet b4 heading to carlos

1st of all i look like a freaking slut in here

My 3 charlie angels

The love birds.....

Myself n ruda

The shisha

Me trying to me a smart ass blowing the charcoal

Bro looks like he's high on something

Me n Momma

Momma & Auntie Ju

-Us-

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-Sam-

For the Love or Fame?

Someday I wanna pose like this when Im pregnant & hope it looks as badass good as this

.........Some random thought in me

This past few days Ive been up and about the rumors that britney and justin are gonna do a duet for her up and coming album estimated to release this winter(spring for melbourne) on her birthday. Ive been looking at news and headline about it and if they are reportedly seeing each other outside the studio. Its sucha big thing for me that their gonna release a duet together and i know its non of my freaking business but I just HEART this couple to death.She's been having so much feud and shits in her life ever since she broke up with justin and it became worst when she married that garbage which i dun think treated her well but watever she has been and wat she has done, Im still am & forever & always be her loyal fan. As many of other fans like me, all we can do is to pray for her & support her from afar. She deserve to be with someone special and she deserves the best.

Anyways, aside the mushy moshy feeling.......What I wanted to say that. Ive been looking at youtube and celebrity columns alot and I bumped into alot of interview both britney and justin did and omg the things that they both said to each other and about the comments they said, some of them was just owh so so so romantic and being seperated from each other is just wasted. In one of oprah winfrey show justin quoted " I did nothing but love her"....YOU SEE HOW MUCH THEIR MEANT TO BE TOGETHER!!

They were pretty much in love and i know it because from the many interviews ive seen, their break up was just a misunderstanding they had and it was complicating them more due to the damn paparazzi's and what the gossips and magazine had to say. And once again both of them said they were YOUNG. I know when your at a young age and being with someone since young is different because you want to feel the world and be with some flings and all but then deep down they both know that they were meant to be and they always had been loving each other even they have been seperated. I know its devastated for justin to see how britney's been last year of her life and if only he could help her and be with her but that will worsen the tabloid news and he on the other hand had a gf to attend to but im pretty sure if he was single he would do all his best to help her as much as he can and i know she will do the same if that ever happens to justin

But back to the duet i was mentioning about earlier.....Do you think that their doing so for the love he had for her or just for the fame? Coz britney now is in good shape and everyone calls it the resurrection of britney spears and of course if she's gonna do anything she's gonna make a big come back....so once again for love or fame? For me I personally and strongly agree to the overwhelming love he had for her and he knows that with this duet, it will do her good and put her back on track. Because of their undying love, he will help her and support her in any way he can and she will let him do that becoz he trust him and love him unconditionally aswell.Its not about the fame in this beautiful duet but is the amazing love behind closed doors. But then again, I'll leave it up to you beautiful people out there to have a say about it. Haih.....sometimes why celeb world relationship have to be so complicated.

Here I found a picture of them b4 they wasted their relationship.

......I hope this picture perfect comes back to reality

......Their meant to be I know for sure

Dear Britney,

I have been your biggest fan and i have been supporting you from afar. Please do not give up as many of us know that this is just a phase in your life you have to go through and once thats done, you'll do fine. I do hope you and justin get back together as i know he's the love of ur life and the only one who can be your pillar for strenght vise versa. That break up was something that you both have to go through maybe so that you'll both will treasure one another even more and to prove the strongness of your love to each other. Please be strong britney and always remember me and many other fans are always by your side to support you through thick and thin.

YouknowYouLoveMe,
-Sam-

Home Sweet Home

The welcome warmth of Msia weather brought smiles to my face as I arrive in KL this morning. The flight was smooth and had slight bumpy turbulance as to compare to the many times Ive travel back and forth to melbourne and kuala lumpur.

As soon as i got my bags, I quickly walked towards the GREEN ZONE area and out to the arrival hall. While walking together with Lye out to the hall, I catch a glimpse from afar the 2 out of 4 person I loved most in life : Mum and Darling, ironically both of them were wearing black with jeans (lolz). Still tired and exhausted of the flight, I quickly made my way through and soon meet up with them. I then hug and said my goodbye to Lye and told her we will see each other if we get a chance here in KL (which is difficult coz usually everyone is busy with their families and loved ones) or it will be back in Melbourne.

And then I saw my driver Uncle Morgan.....the person that took care of me when i go to college & took care of my car & he was the means of my transport day and night when i was still in high school uptill i got my licence, and even then it didnt change the caringness Uncle Morgan had for me in terms of my way around the city and just anything. Said my hello's , went in the car and our journey begun. The whole time in the car I cudnt keep my mouth shut, I miss talking to my mum face to face (does not include skyping and due to the fact we still chat alot when im away) and i just chatter away and she did the same.....

On the other hand i was dreading to hug and kiss my darling......its been a month and a half of not getting his warm hugs and assuring kisses!

We bought roti canai and teh tarik before heading home...the moment I reach the front gate of my house....I see the familiar gate of my house which i miss, the front porch of my house which i miss and the sounds of my 3 little canine furballs made me even more happier than ever to be home. This 3 little rascals made a huge impact in my life back in melbourne because when im in kl i constantly get to hear their voices barking so even if your lonely, their noises just kept you annoyed and you dont feel lonely. My life in melbourne is different, I stay in a 2 bedded apartment smack right in the middle of the city and household as per say is different and you dont get dogs barking or cats meowing and thats when I miss those 3 little rascals.

I went in and shouted "Sulikah pak iman"....and then hear comes this beautiful short and plump lady which is our Kakak, out from the kitchen and said aloud " Adik....sudah pulang ya...kakak tunggu lor".....and i miss her everyday becoz without her my life is HELL back in melbourne. I have to clean the house, wash the dishes, wash the toilet, cook, do the laundry, vacuum without her around and yes! I have to do all of that without procrastinating becoz if i dont do it, no one will....Back home she is the one that does all of that and takes care of the family and cleans after us and keep up with us. She is our superwomen of the house aside of my mum of course....Mum is superqueen....hehe. So then we all sat down at the dining table and she was just serving us the roti canai & teh tariks we bought for breakfast. While she did that, my new maid came down....and she was being introduced to me and i tell u....she's sooooo small size and thin.....and best part is mum told me " she still is on diet" WAT THE FIUK.....do household chores still diet can die wei....no energy walao.

While we all sat down : mum, darling, brother,uncle morgan and myself....soon emerge my daddy!!!.....he came and we hugged.....***gosh this is how much ive miss them***** and then we all sat down one big happy family eating breakfast which I MISS THE MOST ( though we didnt do much of that when i was in kl b4 goin to melbourne, lolz ). After that we all head down to the living hall and just chatted away and gossips....There in after daddy was off to work and mum was asleep coz she woke up early to pick me up. I then went into my room which I MISS.......The familiar smell of the room and the smell of fresh bed sheets makes me even more emotional and dun wanna go back melbourne. Took my bath and then went down to see darling while asking him to set my laptop for me....He then hung out with me and for that moment it was just the 2 of us and we hugged and we kissed and just cuddle for a bit. HAAAAAA.......

Then he went down to play brother's ps3 while i took a nap becoz i didnt get to sleep during the flight. At 330pm, Ive gotten ready to head down to the city with darling,brother and brother's gf (ruda). Bro and gf had already went to pavillion with mum earlier while i was just ding donging at home and taking my own sweet time to get ready until darling got pissed and i rush myself to get ready slighty faster than i was expecting

Hello.....Welcome to KL hectic traffic

During the heavy traffic....once again decided to camwhore


......and again with darling

........and one random shot

Finally we arrived at pavillion, pick up brother and gf and then head down to sungai wang to have KIM GARY.....yes sudah 1bulan setengah tak makan itu kim gary......So then me and darling had our light lunch just enough to sustain us before buka puasa buffet dinner mum had booked @ westin hotel. Then the 4 of us went to take sticker pictures (will upload soon) and we had a blast.....it was the 1st time ever in my family history that myself and brother went double dating together with our love ones....how much brother has grown...he's such a big boy now and everytime i wish for him not to grow and mature fast and wish he make full use of his youth life instead of me didnt appreciate my youth life at all. So then we head down to Low yatt plaza to get some blank dvds and shits and well to pui darling jalan jalan at his fav place coz he didnt want to shop so okay lor pui him lor as he always pui me to attend to my things.

At 7pm we arrived at westin hotel and sat at our reserve table and waited for mum and dad. Then a moment later they arrived and we all started taking foods. Before doing that, this is wat ruda ( bro gf) did and i had to take a shot of it coz it was damn hilarious.....

.....she was immitating the napkin as a duck beak and said " quak, quak"

Myself, darling and brother cudnt stop laughing at her coz it was damn funny and b4 she did that she put the napkin on her head and said to me " can i serve you?" again immitating herself as a chef coz the napkin is being folded like the chef hats.lolz......she is soo funny and cute i tell you....
We had loads of makan that night but the food sucks and mum told me that daddy's fren who intro to us said that its a nice place to buka puasa with the food and all....but we totally disagree......though we had fun...hehe....finally we sat down 6 of us having a nice evening dinner as a big family and finally wat i have picture this in my mind for years has finally came to reality today.....hehe....***sparkles*****

Ruda & Bryan ( Bro )......

Darling & me...........

After dinner, the 6 of us head down to pavillion for KARAOKE.....yezza......me likey!!! We had such a blast there and we ended up going home early coz every was tired and I felt damn bad that darling was sooo sleepy coz he woke up like 4 in the morning to go wif mum to the airport and fetch me and didnt slept since then.....so i let him go this time....hehe.....

" Thank you laogong so so much and i appreciate it alot....i love you"
" Thank you mum for waking up early and pick me up...muax"

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
- Sam-

Leaving on a jet plane

OMGOSH.OMGOSH,OMGOSH................

Just 3 more hours till Lye fetch me to head over to the airport....Finally we meet again tullamarine airport....hehe.....Im just cleaning some stuff in my apartment, throwing food that i havent touch & packing up last minute things....I know its only 2 weeks im gonna be in the HEART of Kuala Lumpur but i hope thats enuff to quench my soul and heart for a while till i get back home in november...

"..............................Sometimes I wish Melbourne Uni was back in Kuala Lumpur"

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-Sam-

Rhianna & Chris Brown Concert

Rhianna & Chris Brown Live in Melbourne 4ht/5th November

Im still hungover the fact that Ive gotten tickets to the most popular couple in the celeb industry. The idea of them performing together gives me the chills and exited over it to the fact that i couldnt believe their actually doing so. But anyways...............

I was sooo close to not getting the tickets becoz of some idiotic person that i do not wish to even think about...Lye just said to me "why do u even ask it to go?Dont bother unless it was the one that ask you or else thats wat ur gonna get".......And I on the other hand thought that it could handle everything becoz of its co-CALLED connections in melbourne and it can get tickets witout needing to go and buy it personally but i was DEAD WRONG. The thing is buying concert tickets or any event tickets is very much different from Malaysia. In Malaysia, we get to buy them through connections and the news when it will hit to public for sale and in Malaysia you have to keep your eyes and ears out for it becoz the 1st day of launching the sale they wont announce worldwide till about 2/3 weeks after and therein the seats are just shits. And you know in Malaysia, you have things like VIP or VVIP which is more pricy and when u have connections is just a matter of asking your mum or dad about it and voilla.....you get FRONT row seats to any concert in town!.

So back to good ol' Melbourne, In this funny little country Im in, when they have any event it will go on presale @ ticketek.com and if you are a member there & is a visa card holder, you get a privilage to purchase the tickets b4 it goes public and you ONLY can purchase it online. So the thing about the presale is that.....there are also millions of members will buy them online because here online is GOD. So everytime you click on it, it will give you the best seats that available online and the earlier you buy them the chances are high to get them. So on a friday evening when i got the news about this concert from a fren (yes....i dun watch tv much so i dunno) immediately i went home and started thinking hard who am i gonna go with coz most of my besties are not gonna be here in November coz their course finishes early (unlike melbourne uni :p) sooooooo......with much desperation i decided to call IT and see if IT would wanna go with his little Gang. IT decided to go and said that IT will call someone in crown to see if they can get a seats and things like that, so i told IT that IT needs to get back to me prolly by saturday evening (at that time is already friday night) so let me know if IT can get it done or else im gonna buy it off the presale. A sudden miracle happen aswell that night......My good ol fren wei kiat decided to go with me to the concert but he has little idea on wat songs they sang, but he's been sweet enuff to go wif me.....and with that i was thinking to f*** IT and let him be and buy the tickets but........i know it would be mean so ive decided to wait till the next day for IT to tell me the news.

Saturday came and gone witout any phone calls or an SMS from IT and ive send dozens of smses and phone calls because it was already Sunday midnight and presale ends on Sunday 5pm! And that whole night i was just discussing with wei kiat about should we buy or not buy or wait for IT becoz IT might get good tickets seats. At that moment tickets were already giving me ugly seats which states " Some or all of your seats might have obstructions"......I was damn stress to the fact that IT never had the responsiblity to call me or sms me the least to tell me about it. Finally at 5AM on a Sunday morning, IT sms me and in that sms it stated " Hey sam, been v busy,i think you should go ahead with your plan, myself,A and B will go by ourselfs,sorry for the inconvinence" WAT THE FUCKING HELL.........THE LEAST TELL ME EARLIER LA.......and IT had the nerve to tell my dad that usually if the concert is in November, only talk about getting tickets in November la.......once again WAT THE FIUK! I was so freaking despress and i told wei kiat and boyfriend about it....I had no choice to go for the fucking public sale and wake up early in the morning just to get the tickets...At that very moment i was 80% nearly decided not to go for it as my exitedness was already gone by that time. With one last time, i decided not to give up and go anyways to the public sales at Spencer St Southern Cross Station at 7AM.

The next day, I woke up late and arrived at the Virgin Record store about 730am and in my heart i was thinking " shit...sure got hell alot of ppl waiting ady...prolly camping outside like derrick and wei kiat said" but when i reach there, there was NONE.....with a happy feeling i went up to the counter and they gave me a waiting ticket so i do not have to hang around the store and come back by 9AM. So after that was done, i head down to Starbuck nearby and decided to have my coffee and read my novel just so time could pass fast.....After much reading Ive decided to take pictures.......

Hello...here am i @ starbucks being uberly bored

This was wat I had during that 1 and a half hours waiting........

Spotted many working ppl buying coffee.....*soon i will be one of them....sobs*

Pretty things on the wall @starbuck but.....


UGLY THINGS....STAIN ON SOFA...This is wat you get on public area....

Much awaited...finally it was 9am and i slowly made my way back to the record store...when i reach there...i saw a WHOLE lot of people lining up and i was glad i went there earlier to get a number. I was no 4 btw....haha....so i got to cut the line and stand upfront. Just before my turn, the lady announce that the 1st show was SOLD OUT and everyone started sighing and being chatty....I didnt care...coz hello there was a 2nd show remember.....duh!! So it came my turn and i got the seats that is just as good as wat they have....paid it and off i went home with a big smile on my face!!!....Finally

...........You know You Love Me

Discover the new and improve Blog

Hey dolls & guys,

Ive shift my blog to here because there was some complicating issues is going on my previous blogdrive, so due to that and unable to retrive it (becoz of this many of my post are not up), Ive decided to move to blogspot which is far more faster and user friendly.

Anyways will be updating frequently I promise!