Its been almost 2weeks now since Ive told J the things Ive been keeping inside. How come it felt like 2 years waiting for an answer? Or is it actually the answer is in my face but i choose not to see it? Ive spoke to J's friend today and well friends will always be friends. They will always hope for the best for their friends and wish that me and J get back together. Because of that I dont know what happen among them, J texted me. J say I disreggared his feelings. I dint meant it that way whatsoever. How come J cant see that?
Why does J not miss me? Does my presence and whatever I do makes him hate me? Maybe so......
Its okay...slowly I will move on and when my heart is stacked up with solid rocks. Because no matter what I do, J doesnt see it and apreciate it. Instead he thinks its all a lie and playing with his feeling. I never have those intention at all.
-S-
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sopoh.. Does it worth it to stay any longer?
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