Can you tell me something....

As much as I try to hide my feelings.
All I can ever think about is you.
I wonder do you still think of me?
Or have you move on?

Lately the only think that keeps me off my mine is my assignments.
3months ago I cant wait to go back kl and see you
But little did I know we been back to square one all over again

I really miss you, I cant forget about u. What can I do?
Sometimes I think you have move on.
Why did you leave me behind?

I want to hear you say I miss you to me
And most of all.....I miss you saying I love you to me.
Those 3 words Im not sure if i ever can hear that again.
But i want to tell you I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU very much.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-S-

Architecture or Architorture or Architecure?

And this is the reason why you all shouldnt do ARCHITECTURE

No1 ITS ARCHITORTURE
No2 You dont get to sleep unless its 7am in the freaking morning like wat im facing now
No3 You have tons of design to do and no sleep
No3 Its freaking suffering and you start to mumble cock at 3am in the morning to your fren when he/she is already half dead doing design too
No4 Your at uni Lab or at frens house doing work when...its time to sleep
No5 You wake up at odd hours and sleeps when the sun rise
No6 You think you finish doing ur design when actually you have more lining up behind
No7 You wanna go out and party and not care anything at all but than you cant
No8 You sacrifies all other subject for DESIGN!
No9 You get lotsa shitty pimples popping out on ur freaking face
No10 You get one massive EYE BAG....and thats ur consolation price for this

Damn it...tell me again why am I doing this and why it doesnt seems to end?????Arghhh as much as I love it....Im hating it aswell....Its a bloody love hate relationship with architecture that you seems to not want to let go even as many times you feel suicidle...arghhh....Gonna hug melody to sleep now.....

Goodnight myself, Good morning Melbourne

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-S-

ox tongue anyone?

Spotted : I cook steak for bryan a few days ago and he was damn bloody exited. The smile on his face was priceless...I should cook more for him haha.


Cupcakes are heaven....finally i got to eat my red velvet cupcake....Thank you zha bo for getting it for me...yum yum

Today the gang went to have dinner at hwuora or watever the name is. Its a korean restaurant and its damn nice. Havent eaten a nice korean food in a long time

Look at her face...si zha bo....hahaa like so kesian only/
Owh and and....today was the first time myself and R tried OX TONGUE....okay seriously....ITS DAMN NICE!....I cant believe im saying this but...its freaking nice...now can eat gyu tan don ady hahahahaa......



Thats all my update for the moment...More too come....next week Lu's bday bash as she turns 21 wuhooo....big girl ady...and BBQ at zi yang new house and lotsa lotsa happening shit la....So stay tune....

Youknowyouloveme,
S

The love we once had

Have you ever wonder for a moment,
What is like to me be?
Bad & happy memories flashes by,
But no one seems to know.

Maybe one day you'll get to feel
How its like to have something you want to say so much,
But you cant and your heart numbs

The sleepness night haunts me,
My heart is crying for you,
If I have to be honest to you,
I wont hesitate to tell you.

But my life is still full of journey and triumph to go through,
Seeing everything right now, it hurts
But with so much complication we both have now,
I shall not enclose anything and lets just keep it a secret

The more my life is full with love
I cant never forget the love that you once painted my life
Stop the hurt, Stop the pain
For you I rather keep our love a secret
And let the ocean sweep the pain away.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
-S-

MJ

THIS IS IT!

MJ's new song!....I like please!!

I will be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

YouknowYouloveMe,
-S-

The day I let you go................

You know.....Sometimes Human are like that...the more the cannot get something, the more they make things complicated when its sooo obvious that its simple....YES OR NO. The answer is right at your face but somehow we choose to not see it and tend to give stupid excuses to everyone so that you dont feel bad for yourself for not deciding whats in front of you. And when it time past...you then argued why didnt you do that or what didnt you just decide on that when the answer is in front of you.

There are many people in this world but the ones I really cannot take it, is when people who already know the answer but make a big fuss about it and complicate things just so......it wouldnt be their fucking fault.

Everyone can see it but you PRETEND not too. You choose Not too. You REFUSE too.

So maybe its time for me to built up a solid wall and for me to choose NOT TOO anymore.

In times like this, I just want the truth to be told and complications to vanish.
But with you......its never the case....So might aswell just give up.

I want to give up. I choose to give up. Because you have given up on me and on us many years ago and now its my turn.......So give it time....Im sure it will happen.