And now I can feel the stress and assingments pilling up like hills....
Bad enuff got this shit going on...Im starting to fall sick...Every single time....finals sure one of the time i get fever or flu or cough haih sien.....
But this time around easter was a moment tht I will remember for the rest of my life.
All this while, He was standing in front of me....So near yet so far.
I have no said a thing neither did he....
I guess all this while we thought we couldnt get pass through the idea of us being together because we are such good good friends and we care for each other so much to hurt each other.
Little did I know when we didnt talk for 3 years...he was always concern about me and find out little things about me whenever he could. I wish we didnt had to waste those 3 years...
But maybe because of tht we went our seperate ways to learn about life and to grow up maturely and when we meet....its just fall into place. And it really it...if it was 3 years back , you ask me to be wif him...i dont think he suits me and he would think the same too about me....But we've grown so much and mature so much that I think its right for us to be together....
No doubt in this 7 years being friends...I find similarities between us but I never thought we are SOOO SIMILIAR in sooo many ways....I guess like people say....its better to start of as friends only to be couples so tht we understand each other better and we would know if we suited together.
It is such a blessing in disguise to have him honestly...
I thought I couldnt break the fact that I like him only as friends....
And I know many of you knows tht my heart is hard to get it....
Well....He did....He broke those walls I built....he broke me and made me love him unconditionally....He manage to stole my heart away....I hope he loves me unconditionally too.....
I will never in this world hurt him and I hope he does too...
I hope for once Im right and tht he is the one tht ive been waiting for all of my life.
YouknowYouLoveMe,
-S-
