May 30, 2009

Seven Heaven

Finally Part 1 is done...........So I decided to PARTY......................Here are the pictures.....






Will update on PCD concert................Muax

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
SAM

May 17, 2009

Update version 1.0

Finally Ive update haha...Sorry la for the LOOOOONG waits on the post. Dont have time yet alone wanna blog. Will update you guys on the 4 of us went for a little shopping b4 class and found some funny stuff that cost A BOMB....


This stupid hat cost............

Even After sale also you see la...stupid angmo only will buy shits like that.

We look like fat bees hahah.

Funny right especiall Kyle with the flag...Wk one has heart laminated on the lens haha.

Anyways I wanna introduce you to someone.......


This mischevious bugger who's name is Melody. She is 6weeks and a half now and is dammmn stuborn!. She does respond to her name now coz the breeder started calling her since she was about 4weeks old and now Im toilet training her....damn bloody susah but I think she gets it and sorta slowly (i hope) picking up on the idea. She's one cili padi I tell you.

Melody after the bath

She and one of her toys.

So thats about it, will post more pictures of her as she grows. 2 more weeks she'll be 8 weeks and enough age to go to puppy pre-school. I hope that will help a little too on her behaviour. Right now she doesnt get certain things and she likes to sleep on brother's nike shoe haha. Design has been frusrating lately and honestly, this design class is the 1st time Ive cried sooo sooo soo many times and never b4 in my life I am this way. Maybe Im just lacking of architecture already or maybe lose passion?? God knows. I just cant wait for it to end. Pussycatdolls concert is near and after that I have submission and exams due...damn keng right.....Nvm enjoy first suffer later...hahaha....if my mum hear this she will kill me.

Watched Angels & Demons and its DAMN GOOD LA..............Very nice ending not like one of those movies where the ending is damn dead and no direction...cant think of any at the moment to say but Im sure you all movie goo-ers know what Im talking about, if you dont than too bad you better go watch more movies instead. After submission Im gonna marathon watching movies I missed such as " Ghost of the gf past' " Wolverine" and etc haha.....Its gonna be 3 weeks from there on til the day I go HOMEEEEE....YES HOMEEE.....I cant wait....coz my room is painted new and stuff and Im going to update certain things too haha....cant wait...kancheong!!. Shall give you a glimpse of it..............

Chio right??????..........Well the other parts of the walls are lighter pink just so it doesnt look overwhelmed. See that white thingy there....its being converted into a bag cupboard and its PINK....Now I finally can stuff all my bags into that cupboard and have more rooms for my woredrobe.....Coz....lemme tell you....I paling hate if my bags are being squash together and it will lose the shape and I will get really really PISSED/......So to not irritate myself....Ive made a bag cupboard to fit al my 17 bags and counting into it.....So anyways thats all...will update more on that when Im back in KL and also pictures from our so -called lepaking at a bar last last friday/.

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
SAM

May 5, 2009

Butterfly Kisses

Sometimes when I think of all the things that have happen in my life, I couldnt help smile of the things Ive did and regret the things Ive done. Ive grown so much now and sometimes the thought of me flying off on my own and starting my own family, its scarry. Its such a big leap from one to another and Im sooo attached to my parents now than ever. When I was a kid I cant wait to be big and do things on my own blah blah.....bt the more older Ive become, the more I learn to appreciate my dad and mum and Im more attached to them now than b4. Gosh.......Anyways Ive stumble upon a song that my dad love so much and his dream is always to dance to that song with me on my wedding day. My both 16th & 21st bday we didnt manage to dance to that becoz we couldnt ask that idiot DJ to find the bloody song. Each time I hear my dad favorite song, I couldnt help bt be emotional becoz I know that song resembles of my dad alot and I know how he feels when I hear that song. Anyways the song goes like this :

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

Once when I was small, seen him singing to it and got tears.....From there on I start to learn about the song and the meaning of it and only to find out that it has a lot to say from a dad's point and by hearing this song one would know what a dad would feel. Haih....Anyways I love you dad no matter what happens!..


YouKnowYouLoveMe,

SAM

May 1, 2009

I HATE YOU

I feel damn unsatisfied. 2 Bloody event this year I didnt get to go. One is the pre-opening Ed hardy & another is the Chanel fashion show, both in KL. Where am I at this point....In melbourne lor.....slaving to architecture lor, what else more. The more the days passes by the more Im hating architecture. Yes Ive said it a million times and Im saying again. Im not some people who pretend to like architecture and pretend to go on and on and how they like this they inspire that they read this......Ahhhhh to fake I cannot tahan and NO I wish not to be like one of those people. Im honest to what I want and what Ive got. So architecture.....I DONT LIKE YOU!.

Anyways next friday, Melody would be coming to our home and brother and me is realllyyyyy exited about it. I keep telling brother that I cannot wait and he said....' Dont think about it, the more you think the more time pass slowly". We keep buying her stuff la.....I see the amount of things I buy for her also I scared ady. But anyways decided to send her to puppy pre-school too so that she is well mannered and not gila jakun. Saw a fren posted on facebook about her puppy graduating from the pre-school and went to the website and saw it. Gonna call later in the day to check out on the price, time and date.

Nothing much has happen lately, just being fucking busy over Uni and trying to get alot of rest too. Lately Ive been feeling damn light headed. Is it the amount of coffee intake im taking now and less sleep? I think I can beat my dad on how many cups of coffee perday I take. 1 in the morning, another later in the afternoon and 2 at night. When it comes to sleep, my body is already auto shutdown but my mind isnt. Sei lor....End up like nvr sleep only.

30more days till stupid so lou coming to melbourne. Cant wait! and we are gonna go watch cirque de solique or something like that.....haha....apparently according to people its an amazing show and its 100% worth watching. 26th may is pussycat dolls concert too, Dunno I can survive o not that day.

Gtg. Class starting soon and I better get ready

YouKnowYouLoveMe,
SAM